a-g-a-b-a-g-a-g-f-d-f-c (what is this melody and where you can find it)

Seems like my personal difficult winter's gone and I am able to write in English again. Well, i kept continuing my blog here (http://gramofoni.blogspot.com) in Finnish for finnish readers.

For foreign readers, I have some news to tell, what has happened in last 6 months. I got seriously ill with my head (don't even read my last post on this blog during fall), which was just a sign from other illnesses. I got in dense examinations about my body, lots of blood test (more than 20 during 2 months), meetings with series of doctors - general ones, gynecologists, internal diseases doctors and I've met lots of nurses and laboratory staff. First they find out in endoscopy that there is something in my body which doesn't belong there. The gynecologist told this: We cannot be sure what it is, and that's why we need to take more exams.

The gynecologist examined the cushing's syndrome out of it first. Then I was send to hospital of gynaecology. They examined me again couple times with endoscopy (which is not so nice thing to do) and later on they made certain that my extension in my ovary is a tumor called dermoid cyst.

The care of dermoid cyst is an operation, which we decided not to take yet, because it would make me most probably _not so productive_ - I mean - fertile. Other of my ovary is suffering from PCOS. That is a biggest reason for women to be infertile.

Well, that is not all what I've done. I started with my MA-thesis at the same time with these examinations. And well, when I got comforting result about illnesses - one month more and I returned my MA-thesis. Which is, I could say - how many of you, my readers would be doing the same? Only my closest friends and mom and dad knew what I'm going through. Not my university teachers or studymates.

Now I am having a small - I don't know what to do - situation right here. No writing, no work at this time, home is well kept and I'm doing sports every day, but that takes only 1-2 hours. No money for travels.

But on Friday I am having job interview at local company, and it sounds good. I'm looking forward on it. But now, I keep on blogging here as well. I know some people would like to know more about happenings :)

And yeah, the subject of this blog-post today is straight from the melody of Love will tear us apart. By Joy Division.