radion spelar vår sång!

Back to business. I've had busy life here in Finland, people who knows me from previous years, might know that I cannot leave my hands without doings. I am working in new place as an some kind of hmm... what it could be -- combining assisting and mentoring or something with kids. Mainly musical stuff, but also basic daycare. I am still assisting also "mister Rock" -- the disabled youngster.

I have had difficult spring, I need money -- I need to work, but it has become hard on several ways. I like the kids, most of them are real personalities, caring, open -- like people should be. Older, adults have already lost the touch. Today O,. E., R. and M. (all our pupils, aged 6-11yrs.) wanted to be hold on my arms. They say straight, if they like, they shout if they hate you.

But also, I've been travelling. I went to Berlin, to see Deftones (they played Knife party at the Niko) , to celebrate spring and join Annette's bday party. I went to see Panda and Knut, I met and had fun with Matthias, my buddy from Denmark-summer-2002. I spent also last weekend in cruise-boat to Stockholm via Turku. That was HC-stuff, and I met nice new people and talked more with nice old people. I had fun to walk around the city. I had fun to sing Nalle Luppakorva in our cabin.

This weekend I should go to Tampere. To have an exam about record industry. Interesting stuff, but I feel dead after workdays and somehow... Life could be easier If I had chose differently -- not going to exchange, not breaking myself with being stupid and stubborn.

Well, sometimes I miss several things. But lately I have accepted that this is my life. And I am not doing anything for the others. Just for me, myself and I.

I could do some specific stuff -- write about something important next week after exams. Maybe I will have dagen efter, which makes me to do something big. From here for next week.