mosquitos + people

I have always been allergic to mosquitos, but here, here they make me REALLY feel bad. stiching and itching everywhere, I bet there is only one in my own room, but every morning I woke up with new itches. I've already thought going to see doctor, who could give me some helping medicaments.

3rd day of Sober October, I haven't even thought about beer/vodka, seen those though in a grocery store, but they are not moving me in any ways. Besides, I felt so bored with alcohol already last saturday in Sauna-party, so I left half a bottle of beer (2litre bottle) on the balcony and next morning I saw Maaris enjoying it. Sauna-party in otherhands went well. I enjoyed company, had a argue(s) with Russian born in Riga and also tried to understand what is moving in a head of 19 yrs old Latvians and Estonians. Seems I am so much further somewhere, other leg in a grave, almost.

Today I have been thinking about going to the cinema to see Brokeback Mountain. Or I could do it also on Thursday. I went to see BbM first time to Finnkino's Tennispalatsi on it's first showing in Finland. I wasn't only one, also Oscar was there. And I managed to learn how to play Stabule. I even could play some easy children songs with it. So basicly it's like "nokkahuilu", but a bit nicer voice because it's made by wood.

People: I've started to write a short stories. Maybe someday you will meet Marija, Stella, Kaisa (dedicated to Kaisa) and I. ;) There is also story about pakda-bear called Ki-o. And that's a fairytale of remembering how Paa-bears and Mii-bears help eachother to build up a common network where to feed more Ki-o with bambu-wine. One story is about staying one night in Paris, walking on streets which I have never heard about, but I saw it on a dream. That's "an on the road -story".

Do you think already I've lost my consciousness? Wrong! I've been better that I thought: enjoyed going to school, woke up every morning and went by walk to school a bit before 9:00. And people are looking me like they look lunatic: I'm smiling, wearing all black (my shoes, lovely black velvet-trousers, black jumper, black scarf, black gloves and black hair... wait for the winter: i have also black hat!) and listening iPod: some aggressive punk or alternative sweet sounds, which is up to mind on each morning. I like those 20minutes. Best time of the day (they will be even better when there is a bit more frosty climate.)